Songs I never sang to my father

My first multimedia performance in 1994. I began with a faux church song on a toy organ, followed by a lecture, then a prayer in which I confessed to everything I regretted - after each regret being smacked on the back with a yard stick by a woman dressed as a nun. This followed by another song and ended with the church song playing as the audience was usher out of the room. There is a video of this performance I need to locate.